8.22.10 and 8.24.10 (I lost a day)
Out of the shower and that tingly feeling really reaches into my spine. This is it, this is happening, I am going to fly across the world to a place I have never been to and live; I am going to learn to speak a language I no but two words; I am going to learn customs I have never thought of before; essentially I am going to relearn everything I have ever been taught in an academic year of nine months.
I feel the way one does when you are about to jump into a lake in the High Sierra in the early morning. After you lunge for the water, your toe having left its rocky footing you begin to think about what the water will feel like: will it be cold and burn your skin with shock or will it be warm and comfort your sleepy body. Your mind stops for a few moments as you ponder this. This mid air feeling is what accompanies my mind as I get out of the shower and gel my hair. I’m still like this as I throw on my t-shirt and slip in my shoes. I have felt like this all day now, and I have felt like this for the last week, but now this jumping sensation is at its peak.
I begin to repack my bag and make sure I didn’t forget anything. My mind is racing with adrenaline as I blast Tiger Army on my ipod. The jumping sensation has intensified to the point where I feel like I’m in the 101st airborne, about to parachute out of a perfectly good airplane into the war zone below. This is it, this is happening I tell myself.
Packing done, I am ready to go on my way. Nathan arrives and after the inevitable pre-departure pictures I load my stuff into Nathan’s car and we head to Santa Rosa to buy some last minute details. Nathan is not as enthralled about the trip to the big city as I am. He is bearded and looks like he has been asleep for the past week. We listen to noise rock on a quiet leave as I nervously ponder if I forgot anything at home.
On the way out of town, I see Rusty. I figure it a good omen to randomly see my mentor on my wait before I blast off. He gives me a hug, wishes me luck, and urges me to study the respatory patterns of the monolithic top-down political system that I am about to see. He tells me he will come and visit me in March and I bid him good-bye.
In Santa Rosa I score the deal of the century and get a down parka for $100 dollars off, then we stop at the pharmacy for the meds I forgot to get. There I meet mom and dad—who are in a different car—and we head in tandem to the Petaluma In-n-out. I have my last American meal, a 3x3 gut-buster with fries and shake. My dad cracks bad jokes about how I should eat lightly while traveling long distances.
Traffic to San Francisco is terrible. In the City grid lock get even worse when the oncoming lane is completely halted on 19th avenue for no apparent reason. Half of San Francisco is broken. Along the way, Nathan and I harass drivers like the one guy who looked like a blond headed Stephan Segall.
Two hours later we get to the airport hotel that Mom, Dad and Nathan call home for the night. The staff, fishing for tips, asks if they could help me with 50 pounds or so of luggage. No, I say, I got this, buzz off. I dropped my stuff in the room and looked out the window for a few minutes—the deceleration of boredom strikes in. Nathan asks if I want to go explore around. “Of course, we’re off to go cause mischief Mom and Dad.” We walked the bay trail for bit and found the meth-head enclave of carp fisherman at the edge of the water park where kite and wind surfers flew from the ocean’s surface. That was the only interesting thing we found, that and the rusty specimen of an antique ship that once served as a fine dining establishment, now it serves as the home to many a pooping seagull.
We head to the executive bar and order two rounds of Anchor Steam and watch baseball and planes land. Then Nathan and I went to find my parents who took us out to a bayside bar where we ordered more anchor steam. After leaving the bar Dad points out a plane, it was the China Airlines 747—the plane that would take me to China. We had dinner at the hotel’s restaurant and I had a digestive friendly club sandwich.
After showering and organizing my stuff one last time, it was time to go to the airport.
At the airport all the adrenalin brought to me by the Tiger Army psychobily anthems earlier in the day are lost to the never ending waiting game. I first wait in line to drop off my bag and get a boarding pass, then I wait with my parents and Nathan at the pre-departure café. After about an hour of killing time, I bid an abrupt far well to Mom, Dad and Nathan and then I head through the security line. Out of the metal detector I put on my shoes and restash my laptop in my rucksack with an Ecuadorian flag on it. I wave to my parents one last time and inhale a beautiful breath of liberation; at that moment something in my brain goes off and I feel as free as one can feel, I am flying.
My backpack imploding my shoulders, I seek refuge at the waiting area for my gate. The room is packed with all kinds of people from all over Asia. It seemed like most of my flight was filled with people heading home to Laos, Vietnam, India, China and of course Taiwan. I read the economist as my eyelids become heavy and fall down my face. An hour of waiting doesn’t pay off, they make the announcement that the flight is delayed due to a fuel problem. That’s fine I thought, waiting is much preferred to running out of gas in the middle of the Pacific Ocean.
I move locations after prowling around to do some plane watching. I end up in a quieter area down stairs and I wait there and fall asleep for some 30 minutes until the announcement that boarding has commenced. One of the China Airlines staff holds a cute sign that shows what rows are boarding. I board in the plane last group. I find my seat to the left of the wide body in the front of Economy by the window. The seat that they always give to the tallest man on the plane or a family with a baby. I sardine myself in with a middle aged Taiwanese couple. Drowsy I doze off during taxiing.
Heavy with freight, fuel and people the China Airlines jumbo jet just barely clears the sleepy rooftops of South San Francisco. It gains momentum and begins to cross the Pacific. I fall into a deep sleep but am awaken by a beautiful flight attendant tossing me a tray of slimy chicken with mashed potatoes and gravy. I suck down as much grease as I can handle and then fall into a peaceful sleeping state that lasts nine hours.
When I wake up the morning glow is persistent out my window. I eat Chinese rice porridge and drink delicious tea as we fly over Okinawa. Taiwan nears and the jet controls itself as it falls out of the sky. The island is below us but I am on the wrong side of the aircraft and I can’t see the volcanic mountain range. Constantly following the morning beauty of the Pacific Ocean time will now behave itself and at 6:50 am we land at the yawning airport.
Getting off the airplane in a mummified state I find the airport very clean but not too busy for the international hub for an East Asian megacity. I go through security again and they searched my entire bag for a Swiss army knife I assured them I did not pack. To my surprise the guards find one, which means that I have traveled all over the US this summer and no one noticed a knife in my bag.
Now in the departure terminal I walk around for a while and write and email at the free internet station. People here are well dressed and sophisticated and the luxurious duty-free shopping compliments their elegance. I refuse to enter any of these well kept establishments, afraid that my turtle house of a rucksack will knock over entire shelves of expensive scotch and Rolexes.
My flight and its gate are finally announced on the overhead board. I find a spot next to the window and take turns looking at airplanes and the crowd before me. Mostly business types, some tourists and a few families. They do announcements in English but I am one of three or foreigners whose skin tone shows they are of European decent.
I get on the plane and situate myself by the window over the wing. I listen to my ipod and eat the brunch the beautiful China Airlines attendants bring me. Then China’s jagged coast pops into view. The Jumbo jet breaks in over land and I can see small villages surrounded by farm land and mountains. There is evidence of road construction. It looks like the planners did not take into account those people in the way; dirt and asfault stretches over farms and villages. We descend and the urban landscape comes into view. Building developments sprout up with socialist precision. Carbon copy buildings flower the river valley. We fall into a flight pattern and bellow us in the widest river I have ever seen are hundreds of boats all serving different purposes—dredgers, freighters, junks and tankers. We fly over the metal plated river levy and the planes wheels grumble as we strike Chinese soil.
We taxi for about twenty minutes. The jumbo jet tours the many dirty Chinese airliners as a Globe Trekkers segment on Shanghai plays on the overhead screen. The airport is an immense iron and glass monstrosity, new in design, classic in feeling. The captain announces that outside it is a humid 91 degrees F.
After I depart the plane I walk forever in a horde of Chinese people to the passport check. Nervous thoughts race through my head: what if there is a problem with my visa? What if I didn’t do my paper work correctly? I stop to organize my paper before I step into line with the 12 other foreigners.
I approach the counter, “Ni Hao.” I was hoping the immigration guard spoke English. “What are you plans here in China?” The Chinese migra asks. “I’m going to study here” “Why have you been so many times to Ecuador” “I have family there.” That’s not exactly true but he wouldn’t know that. “For how long will you stay in China?” “Until December.” “At which University will you study?” “Fudan.” The man in the box opposite me raises his eyebrows at this and the guard looks up with pleased eyes. “Have a pleasant stay, xie xie.”
The airport is clean and really, really big. I collect my bag with plenty of time to spare.
I exit down the walkway exit of customs to hundreds of meeters and greeters. This is it, this is happening.